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有时很无奈，很沮丧，
觉得自己不是一个好的领袖。

要如何才能像个好领袖呢？
是不是做任何事都会人觉得不好，不对呢？
为什么没有一样事是可以得到任何人的认同的呢？
要怎么才能使到全部人都喜欢呢？
应该很困难吧？！

耶稣做到多好，还是有认定他的罪，
所以是撒旦的诡计吧？

加油吧！靠着那加我力量的凡事都能做！！~~~ :D

17.5.10
我长大了。
不再害怕孤单与寂寞。做得好！！！
今天算认真的工作~~~ :D
已学会休息和工作。
Splendid=辉煌
Happiness= 幸福

18.5.10
I very sleepy….zzzzzzz

19.5.10
我觉得人真的应该找一份自己喜欢的工， 只因工是一辈子的事。好像我现在虽然只做一个多月，都觉得辛苦了，因为我觉得这工很闷。
找份你觉得有意义的工作吧!
希望我迟点会改观~~
我还是不明白为什么工作是静静的。。。？？？
一个人做东西好玩吗？
Why WHY WHY???
Miss jihn, keong, casandra, Elaine, sinjin and ah ming~~~

20.5.10
Today is better.
认真工作，时间就会变快，你相信吗？

Finally Thomas Cup was over.
I was not satisfied with the result.
But what i can do other than support?
Malaysia enter semi final met China.
We failed to broke the Great Wall.
But, i still support Malaysia forever~~~ :D
-loyal Malaysian-
You know? The Lin Dan, he is so so arrogant.
After he won the match, he took off his shirt,
and...DANCE!!?
-lol-

Hope Lee Chong Wei psychologically more mature and stable.
Hope Malaysia find more young player lah,
don't always Wong Choon Han, he kesian leh.
But I very proud with Wong Choon Han,
he really play with whole heart, fight til last minute.
Good job. SEmangat!!!

Gambateh lah~~~!!Malaysia Boleh!!~~


And another thing, very happy that Korea won the Uber Cup,
see, nothing is impossible~!!

This whole week were quite free. can consider busy also. haha
because I watched two chinese series dramas- 铁马寻桥 and 美丽高解像.
美丽高解像 is talk about those artist. The darkness of the entertainment.
铁马寻桥 is a nice movie. Very very nice. Very cham~~

Other than watch movie,
online loh,
I think all youth also live like that right?
Maybe can go shopping, go yam cha also.
Still can do what?

Actually other than all these thing, i still can do a lot of things.
Because need to prepare things for A-youth,
so need to do others thing lah. haha...
Starting don't know what i writing..haha...ok, stop here. Bye

活动: CC camp
地点: New Era College(新纪元学院），Kajang （加影）
日期: 8th & 9th May 2010

起初就打算参加这个营。但是后来与辩论友谊赛撞期，就打算不去了。
结果，我的buddy, Jacky, 打来问问问，催催催，逼逼逼的情况下，
我告诉他我“尽量”去。其实还在犹豫:P
我连Tracy SMS 来，要我comfirm, 我都不敢回信息。
后来，buddy “通知” 我集合时间， 我还 "har?" leh...
因为还在想，在烦。。。是有点想去啦，但又想比赛。。。
最后，因着比赛取消，所以去了这camp~~~

再这营里，学到很多东西，真得很多。
虽然没办法吸收完全，但也收到不少。
(其中包括笑话和游戏）
如果说，让我和很多人关系更亲密或了解，
我想，应该没有。 只是。。。不知道如何表达啦~
同年的，大致上都认识，熟到不是很熟。
学长学姐门，有熟到吗？ 有一两个啦~~好像Wai Fun...
但，学长学姐都说有更了解我们，真的吗？
可能，本身就是慢热的人。
还感受不到。
也可能根本就是自己已限制自己，让自己别参或投入太多。

第一次，分享环节我没哭。。哈哈

在这里还想提一件事，
学长学姐们对玖舍真的很热情，很坚定，很牺牲，很肯付出。
还是想不通你们的热诚来自何方。
但，谢谢你们。
应该是这种精神，才让你们坚持到现在吧。
我喜欢这句，但我始终觉得我做不到。
我在旁边给予小小支持就好了。
对不起，只因我觉得我的终极目标不在这。
真的抱歉了。衷心希望玖舍会更好。

Kajang Satay SEDAP~~~

今天早上看见我一个老朋友的部落格，
一个我认为算好，却有很久没联络的老朋友。
（我和很多朋友应该都很久没联络，哈哈）
在里面，发现她失恋了。她和她的男朋友在一起五年了。
五年久吗？
我觉得能维持五年是很困难。为什么放弃呢？
原因，我不知道，只有当事人才知道，所以不愿给任何评语。
无论是谁提分手，相信双方都不会开心。
希望她不再难过，慢慢放下。


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另外，今天也看了《初恋红豆冰》，
真得很好看，在Leisure Mall 下映之前看了。
看了，没想起我的初恋，
只觉得有淡淡的惆怅。

看完之后，去跑了一圈赛车。
一个人看戏，一个人赛车。
我，享受这样的一个人。

*牛导真得拍得很好。我不想说“本地电影有望了”这些话。
我只想说，从中我看见了真心，看到了不一样的马来西亚，看到了值得回味的初恋。
~~戴佩妮很美~~~虽然只出现一幕。

**恋爱很美却很脆弱，很难跑赢时间，改变，等等。所以，我享受一个人。

相信唯有在主里的爱情才是坚固的。正等候主的安排。

作词:姚若龙 作曲:萧煌奇

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

Date: 30th April 2010- 1st May 2010
Location: Pulau Ketam, Selangor, Malaysia
Purpose: For fun :D

First, Ah Chong fetched us went to University Station. Thanks Ah Chong :D
Then we took LRT to KL Sentral to take KTM.
Do you know KTM stands for what?
Keretapi Tanah Melayu~~ I think because Sabah and Sarawak don't have KTM >.<
We took KTM til Pelabuhan Klang.
The forth type of transportation we took is boat.....chinese called "aeroplane" boat.

Finally, we reached Pulau Ketam.
First impression of Pulau Ketam.
Why have such dirty island in Malaysia?
How can all these people stay in here??
This called "优美的小鱼村"？
There are rubbish all over the island.... t.t


We stayed at Pooi Kia's grandma and grandpa's house.
They really are very very nice and cute person.
They are 80 ++ years old, but they are still KUAT...
You can't imagine a 80 years old woman climb up the roof and repair the paip...lol
There are alot funny stories happened...like ants, ang kuih....and others...
Grandma and grandpa keep on ask us "chiak" means eat...haha

At night, we ate a wonderful and touched dinner prepared by grandma and grandpa.
Why is touch? Because Celdrina from Sarawak never eat home cook dinner for a long long time.
The fish is so fresh~~ The food is super nice and delicious....
Thanks ah gong and ah po for those food and let us have a place to sleep...

When pooi kia's brother (培翔) reached, we went for supper.
We ate lala煎, duck porriage, ice drinks.
We also ate KETAM (crab), lala and chicken rice the next day.
We bought some sourvenir too.
Hawaii, thanks for your umbrella.
We have a "cool", fun, happy, and precious moment...
although...Yikgen deleted majority of ours photoes...haha
But it is ook, those moment in our memories.
Wen, so sad u can't attend (because her mum said she...can't touch water :P )
Never mind, we still remember you...haha...you are always in our heart...

Besides, rubbish, deleted photos, difficult to climb the boat,
and when we went home saw some "unreasonable" person,
other things is just nice. For example, not very hot whether, not much mosquitoes.

Thanks for everything and everyone.
I have learned alot of things in this trip.
Thanks God for preparing everything well.

*Photos will update later...hehe